I MISS YOU EVEE

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GOD'S OWN HEART

As I sit here to write
And speak to holy God,
I see in my mind's eye

The vision of a cross

Standing after 2000 years
The Cross still represents
God's blood and tears
(Still bleeding Still crying)
for all who will not believe
and come to the only source
of love and grace -- His own
precious Son

For God so loved and loves
the world He gave His Son
that we might know - There's
more to life than fear and

pain - God's own  heart broke
that day - Our Father watched
His own Son die - So everyone
might know - The love of God
is faithful and true - And what
Christ Jesus did He did for you!

02/13/2010

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01.20.2010

LOVE

God gives grace

To those who love Him

And believe in the work

His Son has done

God gives grace

To all His children

Who know He's with them

Even when they're alone

God gives grace

To heal the wounded

Who fall but know faith trumps

Everything their heart may feel

God gives grace

To those who know Him

And rest assured in the Truth:

His only motive is love.

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TRUE LOVE (Together Forever)

Together we saw the light of God

Together we felt His presence

Together we believed Christ at the Cross

Forgave our many sins

Together we knew the love of Jesus

Together we claimed His promises

Together we witnessed His truth free us

To enjoy the life God gives

Together we talked about Heaven

Together we prayed to our Father

Together Forever in Jesus

Our hearts are one in His love

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Lord, thank You for always being the center of our marriage, for giving us

faith to keep coming back to you. Evee, I miss you now, but I am oh so

grateful for the true love we shared, I will always love you, your Jeffree!

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MAY 1988

RAINBOWS AND BUTTERFLIES (1)

I remember time before rhyme

When life had no color or joy

Then all of a sudden

An angel from heaven

Lifted me

I remember time before faith

When hope had no vision or peace

Then without warning

God gave me eyes

That could see

I remember time before Evelyn

When love had no meaning or depth

Then Jesus called

And broke down the walls

That held me

I remember time before butterflies

When rainbows meant nothing to me

When the moon was just a light in the night

And all the stars were falling

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RAINBOWS AND BUTTERFLIES (2)

After Evelyn everything is new

Life has purpose and reason is easy

Rainbows are everywhere

Butterflies are precious

And Jesus is the center of it all

After Evelyn everything is right

Light gives direction to our steps

White roses are everywhere

Ladybugs are precious

And Jesus is the center of it all

After Evelyn everything is good

Love and Peace are eternal in our home

The Truth is everywhere

The Cross is so precious

And Jesus is the center of it all

After Evelyn everything is pure

Laughter is genuine and encouraged

Memories are so very precious

And Jesus is at the center of them all

NOVEMBER 2009

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This poem is for my Evee - today is the seventh month anniversary of that awful awesome day

her indomitable spirit left this cruel world to join our wonderful Savior and Lord - even now I

can imagine her laughing and singing and dancing in the eternal presence of Almighty God. Jesus

fulfilled His purpose for her on this earth and my heart is indelibly marked by His love given me

through the kiss of a red-headed angel. For all who loved Evelyn I hope this poem brings peace.

Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. W/Love, Jeff

REMEMBER EVELYN

When I remember Evelyn

I remember LOVE

Never had a girl ever

Loved me like she did

I remember FAITH

The way she loved Jesus

In spite of her suffering

She only loved Him more

I remember JOY

In her lovely face

Her smile lit my heart

And filled my life with grace

I remember HOPE

The way she prayed to Jesus

Confident in His perfect love

As she spoke His name

When I remember Evelyn

I remember JESUS

I remember love

When I remember Evelyn

JEFFREY POLLOCK

JUNE 11, 2010

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November 18-24, 2009

STILL THROUGH THE STORM

Through the years

The Christmas cheers

The New Year resolutions

We'd always find

Our peace of mind

Knowing Christ alone was our solution

Through the joy

And through the pain

Jesus always took first place

When we got lost

our Great God and Shepherd

Would carry us back into His grace

Through the storm

Of losing Evelyn, my wife,

my dearest friend, I nearly lost myself

But in the midst

I hear Jesus

Reminding me that I'm still His

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NOVEMBER 27, 2009

MY LAST HEARTBEAT

This is the truth

My Evelyn is gone

Now I must learn

How to carry on

Seems like yesterday

Hope was still alive

Now I'm here all alone

Trying to survive

Be careful what you tell yourself

Be careful what you say

Speak the truth in love, Jeffrey

And choose to live each day

Thank you Lord Jesus

Thank you for your peace

Hold me faithful to your Truth

Until my very last heartbeat

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TEARS OF LOVE

There's no crying in Heaven

Wear a smile on your face

The days of mourning may not be over

But God's Son still makes your day

Don't make yourself stop crying

Those tears of love have been built up

The floodgates are open to wash away pain

So cry until you've cried enough

Love doesn't end, it will not fail

God's Word is clear about that

But love does pause and tears of love will fall

Until the Lord Himself comes back

But there's no crying in Heaven

No remembrance of pain on earth

The scars of time were all forgotten

In the clear morning of Resurrection birth

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MISSING EVELYN

I miss her laughter most

I miss her joy in Christ

I miss her smile

I miss her hope

I miss the warmth of her light

More than anything I miss her voice

I miss her kiss of peace

I miss her heart

I miss her faith

I miss the way she said my name

Most of all I miss her encouragement

I miss her hand in mine

I miss her eyes

I miss her touch

I miss the only one I ever loved

Evee, I love you

I will always love you

Father, hold me faithful

To the Truth

I love you Jesus!

J E Pollock

3-04-2010